The old Betawi man stood at Abdul’s doorway, his weathered
face cracked into a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. In his gnarled
hands, he balanced a rantang—one of those stacked metal food containers
that reminded Abdul of his childhood in Jakarta, before the city swallowed his
neighborhood whole.
“Nyorog,” the old man said simply, extending the
container.
Abdul hesitated. He knew what nyorog was, of course.
Every Betawi kid grew up with the tradition—delivering food to elders before
Ramadan, seeking forgiveness, maintaining connections. His mother had dragged
him along on nyorog visits until he was old enough to protest. But this
wasn’t Jakarta. This was Condet, a place where the old ways were supposed to be
dying out, smothered by high-rises and shopping malls.
And Abdul didn’t know this man.
“Take it,” the man insisted, his voice surprisingly strong.
The rantang trembled slightly in his outstretched hands. “It’s almost
Sha’ban. Time for nyorog.”
Something cold slithered down Abdul’s spine. Sha’ban had
ended yesterday. Today was the first day of Ramadan.
(Christ on a bike, I can feel it now, that moment when
something’s wrong, just wrong, but your damn social programming keeps
you nodding and smiling anyway. I’ve seen it a thousand times in a thousand
small towns, from the rustbelt to the heartland, from old mill villages to
backroad crossroads. It’s the same in Jakarta, I guess. The same everywhere.)
“Thank you, Pak,” Abdul said, taking the offering. The metal
was warm against his palms. Too warm. “May I know your name?”
The old man’s smile widened, revealing teeth stained dark
with betel juice. “You know me,” he said softly. “From before.”
A memory flickered in Abdul’s mind—a story his grandmother
had told him when he was small, about how nyorog began. Not the
sanitized Islamic version they taught in schools, but the older one, about
offerings to Dewi Sri and spirits that hungered for more than rice and dodol.
“I think you might have the wrong house,” Abdul said, trying
to hand back the rantang.
The old man’s hands had disappeared into the folds of his baju
koko. “No mistake. I know every home in Betawi Kota and Betawi Pinggiran. I’ve
been making my nyorog since before your grandfather’s grandfather drew
breath.”
The old man turned to leave, his movements suddenly fluid
for someone who appeared so ancient. He paused at the bottom step of Abdul’s
small porch and looked back over his shoulder.
“Aren’t you going to open it?” he asked. His eyes seemed
darker now, pupils expanded to swallow the irises whole. “It’s rude to leave an
offering untouched.”
Abdul’s fingers moved to the latch of the rantang
without his permission. The metal had grown hotter, nearly scalding his
fingertips. He knew he shouldn’t open it. Every instinct screamed against it.
Yet his thumb flicked the clasp.
The lid swung open.
(You never forget the smell of death, not really. You think
you have, and then one day it finds you again, and your brain says, “Oh yeah, that.”
Like remembering an old classmate’s face.)
Inside wasn’t food. Inside was earth—dark, moist soil that
writhed with pale things that weren’t quite worms. And atop this miniature
graveyard sat a folded piece of yellowed paper.
Abdul couldn’t stop himself from plucking it free and
unfolding it with trembling fingers. The handwriting was in an archaic Jawi
script, the kind nobody had used for a century or more.
“Baritan becomes barokah,” it read. “The old gods
become the new. What was sacrifice remains sacrifice.”
When Abdul looked up, the old man was gone. Down the narrow
street, he could see figures moving from house to house, each carrying
identical rantang containers. In the gathering dusk, their traditional
Betawi clothes seemed to shimmer and change, revealing older garments beneath,
predating even the arrival of Islam.
The dirt in the container began to rise, forming a small
mound that pulsed like a heart.
Abdul understood then. Nyorog hadn’t evolved from baritan
at all. It had merely disguised it. The offerings hadn’t stopped; they’d just
changed form. And now, with the tradition fading, forgetting, the oldest
version was resurfacing.
He slammed the lid shut, but it was too late. The latch
wouldn’t catch. Something inside was pushing, testing, seeking egress.
(You want to know the real horror? It’s not monsters or
ghosts or whatever crawled out of that container. It’s the realization that
everything you thought you knew is just a thin layer of paint over something
older and hungrier. The names change. The appetites don’t.)
In the distance, the call to prayer began, announcing the
first evening of Ramadan. Abdul stood frozen on his porch, holding an offering
that wasn’t meant for him, but would take from him nonetheless.
And all across Jakarta, in neighborhoods where Betawi
culture still clung to life—in Kalibata and Pancoran, in pockets of resistance
against modernity—other containers were opening. Other offerings were being
accepted.
The nyorog had come home, and it was hungry.
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